लता तेजेश्वर 'रेणुका'

That dark night That dark night, I ever remember From where I came. That dark night, To where I have to go But at present I am alive Is the truth. With all the happiness With all the sorrows Ever I felt, With all that I mean Is I am a soul. I got a life because I have a body If it disappears I am zero. Then why I feel bad Then why am I sad? Why I hurt others And why I make Mistakes in my life.               As I have a body, For a while I have to live- For a while I have to move- For a while I have to think- For a while I have to feel. When I realized, I shared my feelings to Others, but who are they? I felt they are none but me. When I saw others I find none but me. When I greet some one I felt I greet myself. When I share my sorrow I feel as I am sad. When I share Happiest moments to Others, I felt great, I felt happy. I saw, all the faces were Smiling at me. The flowers Twinkl...

Someone Watching Me When I came Out of my bed room, I saw the blank sky Laughing at me. I felt restless, But don't know why? I was sad, but not so high. I felt alone, because I Never got a friend for life. From that dark night, I saw a streak of light  Towards me. I felt, whether it was a friend Who likes me? I felt as I own the sky Someone must be there, Who cares for me. The light came And .......went away. I stared at the sky, And asked......why? The cloud seems Laughing at me. Is there anybody To be with me? .....I questioned. Nobody was there To answer me Again I asked... Is there anybody? It’s more silent. Silently, I took back steps Towards my bed room, With sorrow and Tears in my eyes As I stepped back I felt as someone was Whispering in My ear, I was surprised... I went back to the corridor. I felt as if the dark night, Is saying something. The little stars came Out of the clouds And twinkle on the sky. Flowers in the gar...

Emptiness There is an Emptiness All around, All around my life There is a silence- A silence of darkness, A silence of lifeless fetus In a mother’s womb. Unknowingly, If it would get a life Or will be killed In the womb. I am scared mom, Said the fetus, Within this dark room From where I want to come out, I know I am safe within you, But mom, I don't know if I could get a life Or I would be thrown Into garbage It’s all depends on my fate If I’m a baby girl or a boy. Oh! Unkind world I didn't want to come out If my life is declared To be or not At the point of Male or female. Why innocence is killed daily Why girls are getting Assaulted day by day Isn't there a place for me? I want to live, I want to see the world As a place of hope As  my motherland And as a God's gift.   ©Lata tejeshwar'renuka'

Oh! Mom, Where are you I need you at this moment I need you in my very Painful moments, I don't know Where I am I don't know Whether I alive. My heart and body Were torn to pieces My mind is still Waiting for you. Where are you mom? Please see What has been done with me? My mind and Body were crushed I don't know if I am Thrown into darkness Or on a roadside, I don't know What's happened to me? I am lifeless. Mom, please come And place my head On your lap I don't want Anybody to see me I don't want anybody to Tear me with words Of sympathy. I want to hide from this Weird world and Take a breath On your lap, People are watching me, Someone calling an ambulance I don't know where I am It’s a darkroom Or a deep well. Oh! My mind is uttering But my mouth hasn't opened My lips are murmuring but My voice still Searching for words. Mom, my eyes are closing My mind is not working I am just loosing me, Oh! Wei...

Nature: Hill top villages covered with fog and snow beauty of the sky ............................ Tall trees stand still sun glows on the meadows creating dew drops.. .............................. A layer of fog rising sun shining bright colors of life ............................ The morning dew drops tasteless and transparent shining on the grass.. .............................. Lilies lotus a creation of god gift to nature. ............................. © Lata tejeshwar 'renuka'

I wonder if  I could meet you ever  On a road side  Or on a journey to home town  Or at a station  Or at a theatre  But I wish I could see you  One day.  In early hours of  sun shine  Or on a winter evening  Near a sea shore  Or in moon light  But I wish i could see  You once in a life.  It's a surprise to me  Why did I think so?  But it will happen  Some day or  In a life time . If it does not happen Then i'll call you on my funeral  As a last wish that I had before.  It is my promise to you Wait for that day  When we meet.  "©lata tejeshwar 'रेणुका'  

Patient to stay upon ur voice  Patient to make you stronger  Patient to make you feel love  Patient to realise ur love is not so easy  Patient to hope the faith on you  Patient to be stand with full of confidence  Patient to store ur future  Patient to know and understand the situation  Patient to feel better even when you are apart  Patient to make ur partner to believe on you Patient to realise what she wants from you  Patient is a path of a better way  Patient never make any one  To get away from the route  Patient will give u courage  It is a great way to achieve a goal.  ©Lata tejeshwar

Heart of mine is A home of him  Now he looks for something  That nothing to mean. The feelings are as old as A big tree but Roots are useless It seems to him.  These hands embraced When he needed   Now it seems him As a stupid. When he cried for a toy  I gave the best to him  Now he has no place to  Keep me with him.  When he was younger  I used to keep him in my lap  When I need he couldn't give me an embrace.  Although old furniture's were Replaced by new   Today I'm like a old furniture  And there is no place To keep between the few.  He has his own family Blessed with a son  I wish he never be A old furniture or Need an old age home.  ©Lata tejeshwar

Whenever u toss a coin  In to the air  It can make your heart fire  What will be the choice of almighty  It is unknown and despite  We want our  Destiny to be glow  But who knows  It may be the air  That can blow  We wish it will be  In our favour  But who knows  wt stores in our locker.  Let never be  The coin down  Don't lift the coin  From the ground  Don't give a choice  Upon the fate  Still let it be  Hang on the might  U know ur desire wt would be  Just feel it  And let it be...  ©Lata tejeswar 'renuka'

He is so cute  His presence always let her smile  His heart is beautifully defined  He is as cute as a child.  His sins make her fell in love As a baby played with his mother  Hide and seek.  Every time he tried to hide from her  But can't stop her to care for him.  She caught him every time  As she knew him very well.  How could some one stop  To love that child  Who is so cute and undefined.  ©Lata tejeswar    

I wonder if  I could meet you ever  On a road side  Or on a journey to home town  Or at a station  Or at a theatre  But I wish I could see you  One day.  In early hours of  sun shine  Or on a winter evening  Near a sea shore  Or in moon light  But I wish i could see  You once in a life.  It's a surprise to me  Why did I think so?  But it will happen  Some day or  In a life time . If it does not happen Then i'll call you on my funeral  As a last wish that I had before.  It is my promise to you Wait for that day  When we meet.  ©Lata tejeshwar    

There is an emptiness all around All around my life There is a silence- A silence of darkness, A silence of lifeless foetus In a mothers womb. Unknowingly, if it could get a life Or will be killed in the womb. I am scared mom, Said the foetus, With in this dark room where I want to come out, I know I am safe here only- But mom, I don't know I could get a life Or I will be thrown into a garbage Its all on my fate If I am a baby or a boy. Oh! Unkind world I didn't want to come out If my life is declared to be or not On the point of male or female Oh! Weird world kill me I don't like to come into this world Where innocence is killed daily Where girls are getting assaulted Day by day. Forgive me mom I am going, I don't want to come this world And sorry for giving you a heart break pain. ©Lata tejeswar

My dear father When ever I cried You took me in your lap Wiped my eyes and gave Me confidence. When I was afraid of My home work you had made me done all Awakening all the night, Till I went to bed. You made my every Step easier, you gave me strength To fight for self. You gave the courage To grow and stand on my own. You are my real hero, That I ever and ever know. Oh father, I have no words How to describe you You know What I am thinking of You know what I  feel You are my best friend You are my best papa. You provide me everything Before I ask for and You recognised my Every desire and All my unspoken words. You never let me down As I am a girl, You gave me confidence And strength to acquire A world of me. Oh papa! I won't say Thanks for every thing But give you a hug, And I promise you, To support On your old age And will stand by your side. I feel proud, and can say You are my father And I am your beloved daughter. ©Lata tejes...