Mom.... I am alive?


Oh! Mom,
Where are you
I need you at this moment
I need you in my very
Painful moments,
I don't know
Where I am
I don't know
Whether I alive.

My heart and body
Were torn to pieces
My mind is still
Waiting for you.
Where are you mom?
Please see
What has been done with me?
My mind and
Body were crushed
I don't know if I am
Thrown into darkness
Or on a roadside,
I don't know
What's happened to me?
I am lifeless.
Mom, please come
And place my head
On your lap
I don't want
Anybody to see me
I don't want anybody to
Tear me with words
Of sympathy.

I want to hide from this
Weird world and
Take a breath
On your lap,
People are watching me,
Someone calling an ambulance
I don't know where I am
It’s a darkroom
Or a deep well.
Oh! My mind is uttering
But my mouth hasn't opened
My lips are murmuring but
My voice still
Searching for words.

Mom, my eyes are closing
My mind is not working
I am just loosing me,
Oh! Weird world
What is my fault?
Why I am...?
Why me....?

©Lata tejeshwar'renuka'

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